Let Love……

Your love. Deeper than the darkest ocean. Touching my depths. Healing the wound that came when hearts turn away from you. Healing the hurt I never knew owned so much of my soul. It has to be deep, love,  to go down so far. To go down into the lost places. lost hope. lost love. lost sight. [...]


The silence is a lullaby that sings me into peace. And yesterday is quiet now as past, it is deceased. No longer, can I hear the sound of the howling of the pain. The heartbreak just a passage to my life now wide-awake. Awake to joy where sorrow loomed. Awake to hope, swallowed the doom. [...]


This poem is about a woman trying to serve her family while the demons of the past haunt her. They spoke death and doubt to her. She mustered up the strength to raise a family in the midst of the mental onslaught with her Redeemer by her side. It may seem dark to some, but [...]


I never learned to honor the woman that is me Rarely, if ever, did I see what it looked like Permission to breathe or even exist I thought was necessary And so I begged Pleaded for the space to belong To be approved To be validated To be And so I partnered with the lie [...]


If those walls could talkThey wouldn't sing but weepOf days gone byOf a secret keptA girl who mournsWhile a mother sleptWept herselfOf the terrors deepWithin the closetof her own skeletons Childhood hungerNever fedHer sunken hopeIn a sea of painIf those walls could talkRage runs deep in themDespairHope deferredSick heartsSick mindsSick with shameWith words unspokenChains on [...]

Fighting the Battle of Self-Rejection

Self-rejection is a taboo subject because it contains so many implications. Yet, millions of us, the majority, women, engage in this practice daily. Some to very severe degrees to the point of eating disorders, domestic violence, drug additions, self-mutilation and self-abasement of the worst kinds. In this week's podcast, we'll discuss some of the origins [...]

Showing Up For Your Life

Have you ever felt like you are just not showing up for your life. Maybe you wear a mask to hide because of shame, imperfection or comparison. But know this: NOT showing up for your life can be detrimental to you and the world around you! WE NEED YOU! In your totality! In all your glory [...]


It feels like I have been trying to find "home" my whole life. You know, like finding "center" or the "core" place in life when you feel, well...."at home"; where it's all ok and safe and sure. I love God and He is definitely "center" but I am finding more in being "His" that is vital [...]